you do or don't and then you're dead

i haven't slept in four days. My girlfriend pointed out the cover of Maclean's magazine, which is about the topic -- i went to buy it at lunch and suddenly the cover had changed to a story about dangerous cities. N'ah, not interested in that.

i bought an utne reader because there was a story on "how to sit still." How pathetic is that? i really wanted to learn how to meditate from a two-page magazine article. The premise was that you stop thinking, and kapow! ...you're meditating. Sounds great to me.



Think I'll go lie in bed.