blogger romance does exist


what you've just witnessed was the occasional lapse where i don't write anything for a month

it's laziness, disinterest, neglect, encroachment of real life, whatever else





life is pretty good, i must say. i do have a secret depression. and it's that my monthly wages < my monthly expenses. it's frustrating. whatever happened to that living wage thing?

this is something i can overcome, i have the power.

trouble is... there are moments where i don't have the strength to face it.





i feel like a ghost at school. so familiar but so unknown. i know where i'm going but i don't recognize a soul. when i do, i feel like i'm haunting the halls of a great mansion and watching the lives of the current inhabitants.





i finally feel connected. rooted. i have finally unpacked my bedroom and set it up. there were numerous complications. but i'm ready to be productive again.